^_^ happy to buy gift for dar...

Just waiting. For the day:when my wish comes true.



My mom just scolded me again.

Everyday.. Throwing her temper at me. Eventhough im very weak.ill.

Bao bei rem this ^_^.
i still keep it. never erased it off.



When i came back to malaysia, the first thing i did was check if my maid washed the pajamas that has dar de smell.
That time i couldnt find it and started to be angry, she folded it inside with my other pajamas, I was so angry so i scolded her.

But still have dar de smell. So i still happy.
I didnt really do anything much today.
Just doing same thing.
Waiting for dar to come back.
Praying to God.

O and i just remember something.
The night before i go to hospital, I saw a shining star up the sky.
It was really bright and pretty.
I wish dar can pei me kan xing xing (watch the stars with me)
When i first saw the shining star, I made a wish: Please make Johnson Bao Bei come back to me..
I love you.
I miss you.
I need you.
I want you.
I wait you.