Another painful day.
I woke up with a painful heart again.
What i hate nowadays is to wake up..
Because My heart would start to ache again.
The most happy times now is to sleep as i would dream of the sweet memories of me and my darling johnson had.
I wake up everyday, hoping it would just be a dream.
Wishing he will come back to me.
But its okay.
Waiting for someone has unlimited time.
We never know when he will come back.
Maybe in a few years time?
Maybe tomorrow.
Or maybe now.
Have faith.
I believe he will come back by my side.
To catch my tears.
To love me once again.
To give me another chance.
I love you bao bei johnson.
Im still waiting for you.

As time passes, more tears leak down from my eyes...
First of all, i want to thank my friends for supporting me and cheering me up..
Some told me to find other guys
Some told me to stop thinking about him
Some told me to start a new life
But sorry friends, i dont think i can do that.
Its really not easy.
Do you know how much i love you?Count the sand near the beach. I love you. That much. Or even more.

Love Quotes(you can skip this part if you want to):

Loving him is hard to regret,Losing him is hard to accept.But all the pain,the hurt ive felt,letting him go is the most painful yet.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...

Money can't mend a broken heart;
that's Love's job.

Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.

Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.

I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees are easier
to fix than broken hearts.

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

when will it stop
the pain
that darkness
that part of me
why can't you fill it
why did u leave
why why why?
love hurts
but so does life

Why is it easy to fall in love and
yet so hard to be loved back?
why should I feel such if destiny
permits me not?
why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have?
why is there a "you" in "me"
but never a "me" in "you"?