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Our last speech.

Its not even another day yet.. and im still suffering like hell..
Im suffering even more..
The truth is always ugly..
I think soon ill go crazy..

He admitted the truth..
Before me.. he has another GF. whos 1 year younger than me..
Hes still with her now..
Thats why he broke with me..
I guess he loves her more than me..
Dar told me.. she is a very good gal..
When dar said it.. it sounded like..she is more important than me..
I cant deny the fact..
The truth is always ugly..
The truth always hurts.

Dar told me..
To go overseas to continue my life..
Leave u alone.
Stop waiting for u.
Forget u.
Stop loving u.

When dar said it.. i really feel dead.. Feels like my heart sanked right down the bottom..
But if dar really want me to do that..
Happy that im gone..
I will try my best to do it..
One thing..
This is really hard to do..
Although saying is easy..
But stop loving someone who brought u to the happiness to life is really hard..

I am happy dar told me the truth..
I know im more annoying than her..
Thats why dar.. chose her over me..
Sorry i cared for u too much..

I guess im not that mature after all..
I will try my best to be mature..
I will stay right here at KL..
To wait for u..
No matter how much u hate me..
Ill always be loving you..
Always be waiting for you..

I will only love you.. Johnson.Only you.
No matter how much the truth hurts.

My life without him is a like lost a candle while in dark..