(waiting for your reply)
Note:Dont blame my dar on anything hor!He seriously is not a bad guy. Ill say this on every post until you all memorise it!


This is the last night i can chat with dar.
Waiting for his reply.
As i am going to taiwan tomorrow for somthing scary.

This is the first time im having a fear.
But A broken heart is still the number 1 most scary and painful thing now.

I wish dar could hug me now and say good luck.
I wish dar can say i love you right now.
Maybe not in reality.
But maybe in my dreams tonight.

I will precious every moment of me and you together in my dream.
I will not waste any single seconds of it.

My parents are still fighting.
Both of them throw their anger at me.
They scold me for no reason.
Even my brother scolded me for no reason.
He said because im sick, it will make him sick too. So he told me to stay far away from him.

My mom scolded me just because she lost her things.
Its not my problem she lost it.
My dad scolded me because I have scar on my hands and because i wrote on my hands too.
Anyway the main point is: They dont know im going through hell right now.Suffering.And they keep on scolding me for no reason.

Anyway thats not whats really bothering me.
I wont ever give up on waiting for dar.
No matter how much others tell me to move on.
No matter how much they say.
Ill never change my choice of waiting for you.

You are my life. And ill wait no matter how long it takes.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.